A Learning Experience.

I'm learning a few things. Things I sort of knew, I guess, but never really applied to myself.

Knowing something doesn't mean you're dealing with it.

Not wanting something doesn't make it go away.

Wanting something doesn't make it so.

And sometimes, you have to fight for every inch.

I wonder when I forgot that last one? When I became complacent?

I'm looking into getting a job, and getting a shrink. A cognitive behavioral therapist. She works not too incredibly far away. They say that can help with my sort of problems. It's worth a try.

I want to reconnect with friends. Be there for them again. If they want me, that is. Maybe they don't.

It's been a rough damn week.